Wednesday, October 29, 2008

There is HOPE of Recovery from Vaccine Injury

Thousands of parents all around the country are claiming that they have recovered their children from Autism and other neurological disorders. This is something that also fails to make national news. Why? Because the treatment calls for reversing the vaccine injury. How? Diet, supplements, detoxing of heavy metals, and possibly hyperbaric oxygen treatments (similar treatment protocol used for victims who have sustained severe head trauma). Unfortunately, because the medical industry does not recognize vaccine damage, there is no such thing as recovery either. Much of the treatment used is not covered by medical insurance either. Some parents have spent hundreds of thousands of dollars, but they have recovered their children in the process! If my hearing could be restored with just one herb, you can bet that anything is possible! Many medical doctors have received the title of "DAN" doctor which stands for Defeat Autism Now. They have received training in treating such injuries too by using Biomedical Intervention.

A fabulous book that I have just finished reading is called, "Healing the New Childhood Epidemics - Autism, ADHD, Asthma, and Allergies" by Kenneth Bock, M.D., and Cameron Stauth. Dr. Bock is a DAN doctor who has successfully treated many children.

For more information on recovery, how to locate a doctor, vaccine studies, and more go to:

You will also be quite surprised to learn that there was a Rally on 6/4/08 in Washington D.C. to "Green our Vaccines". Over 8,000 people were there delivering a message to our leaders. Did this make the evening news or the newspapers? Again, you have to ask yourself why.

Why the Media Remains Silent

Journalists are very well aware of what is going on. Unfortunately, they are not allowed to speak out against the "Vaccine Program". How do I know this? I actually spoke with a well-known journalist who informed me of this. Yes, they are allowed to raise questions about a particular vaccine, such as Gardasil (which has made national news for safety concerns), but about the overall program, no - unless of course they would like to lose their job, face a lawsuit, and have their employer put out of business. So, many journalists are starting their own personal blogs under different identities and getting the truth out in the only way that they can.

So, next time you read the newspaper or watch the evening news about "vaccines" just remember that what you are reading or listening to came directly from the CDC, not the journalist's researched facts.

Update on my Infant

My 20 mo. old infant has started receiving intervention services once per week at home because he is delayed in all areas (his third evaluation finally showed the gap was large enough to qualify). I was advised to take him back to his pediatrician due to the concerns about speech. I did just that. He saw his pediatrician on Monday and was referred to a team of developmental specialists (which will take about 6 months), an allergist (per my request), and a pediatric neurologist.

So, today we met with the pediatric neurologist. What a big, fat waste of time meeting with this dimwit. Here is what happened. My blood is still boiling.

For any of you that did not read my post in September I will restate in a nutshell what my baby went through. He had severe reactions to his 2, 4, and 6 mo. vaccines -all dismissed of course by the on-call nurse after 2 and 4 month rounds. He had high-pitched screaming, congestion, partial seizures (with 6 mo. vaccines), regressed, began showing signs of delays, is now receiving intervention services, etc At 12 mo. of age he was saying "here kitty, kitty, mama, dada, hi, baba," and other words. He didn't even start babbling though until 10 1/2 months which is definitely a red flag to begin with. Over the past 8 months he has lost all words (we stopped vaccinating at 6 mo. and he didn't receive all of the recommended ones thankfully). He was "cruising" for 7 mo. too which in my opinion is way too long. Now, he is still unsteady on his feet, bumping into things, falling backwards off the couch, losing his balance, etc. After 2 recent illnesses, it worsened - he looked like a little drunk because he would be standing there, slightly turn his head to look at you and just fall to the floor. So, his pediatrician recommended a pediatric neurologist. So, I went today with my Mom. The doctor evaluated him, asked for the history and as soon as I started blaming vaccines he then began talking down to me by saying things like "It doesn't sound like your son had partial seizures. Your son doesn't have Autism and if he did numerous studies have shown there is no connection. However, it is your right to discontinue the vaccines, but your son is at a severe risk of catching these diseases like Measles and such". Then he had the nerve to tell me my son's simply delayed in speech - I felt like screaming he is NOT DELAYED - HE WAS SPEAKING AND IT STOPPED! Explain that you jerk!

So, after he was done I mentioned Ataxia. He told me that my son doesn't appear to have it (o.k. before running any tests?). I said, "Well just so you know he was exposed to Magnesium Sulfate which can cause low-tone and ATAXIA. He was then given Aluminum Hydroxide in his DTaP which can cause low-tone and ATAXIA. He was also given neomycin which is not recommended if the child has low-tone because it can worsen it." I also asked him about ATAXIA being caused by drugs that have a depressant effect on the Central Nervous System. He is not aware of any in vaccines. I said, "Really? The FDA issued a statement that they were removing a nursing mother's nipple cream that contained phenoxyethanol because it may cause SIDS and depression of the central nervous system. Yet, my son received it in his DTaP vaccine? All goes in vaccines, huh?". I also said, "I don't care what the medical community says, I blame the vaccines and you will never convince me otherwise." I could tell he was really aggravated and wanted to get rid of me by this point. So, he mentioned that he was ordering some bloodwork to check for genetic abnormalities. I said, "So, you aren't going to check for vitamin deficiencies such as E and B12?" "No", he said. What a big fat waste of time going to this idiot.

So, before he left the room I said, "Doctor, let me leave you with 2 last thoughts. You know Bernadine Healy, right? (He actually said NO!). She is the former director of the NIH who gave a recent interview. She came out and said that the children who regressed after their vaccines have NEVER been studied. The recent study that the CDC released only covered 30 something children. So, I hardly call that a study. The medical community is seriously misinformed because the Autism/vaccine connection has NEVER been properly studied to date. Furthermore, ask yourself why these people who catch these diseases are never tested for the strain they are carrying. It is just my opinion doctor, but more than likely it is because the strain would be linked back to the vaccine in current use. So, if I have to decide between Measles and Cancer - yes, vaccines cause cancer and so much more doctor - I think I will take Measles."

He quickly gathered his paperwork and left the room to order the bloodwork while totally tuning me out. It just goes to show you that he has done absolutely no homework on the subject and he is just repeating what the CDC states. After so much controversy surrounding vaccines within the last decade, these doctors have to know what vaccines are all about. They are turning a blind eye on all of it though. Put yourself in their shoes. They have spent an enormous amount of money and time going to medical school. They are then taught that vaccine sales/prescription drugs will determine whether or not they can remain in that field. Why? Vaccines generate a lot of revenue for the medical teaching facilities, doctors, and Big Pharma. Not the vaccines themselves, but the diseases they cause are worth a fortune in prescription drugs.

My Mom got into the car and told me that she was so embarassed (after all, my face was beet red while I was talking to this doctor - I was also shaking and my nostrils were flaring). I said, "Mom, don't be. Be angry. They hurt your grandson with these damn vaccines and now they are conspiring to cover it all up". She then sighed and agreed with me.

On a good note, I have a friend of a friend who is getting me in to see a DAN doctor for help. My son's immune system is down now and despite what the medical community states - his problems began with drugs and vaccines. Period.

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Progress to Report in Reversing the Vaccine Damage

I still cannot believe this. About 3 weeks ago I began to come down with an illness. Instead of going to the doctors for some prescription drugs that don't work, I did my usual thing - took some Olive Leaf Extract in liquid form. I faithfully took it 3x per day and haven't stopped because I am usually prone to respiratory illnesses in the fall and winter months.

An amazing thing happened this week. My hearing came back! My hearing hasn't been normal for roughly 20 months now. I attribute the recovery of my vaccine injury to taking Olive Leaf. This very powerful herb is an antioxidant, anti-viral, anti-microbial, anti-fungal, anti-parasitic and anti-bacterial supplement. The Olive Tree is also mentioned in the Bible frequently for its amazing healing capabilities.

So, despite what these so-called "healthcare" professionals maintain, the Rubella Vaccine (the one that I received in Feb 07) is capable of inflicting the same harm as the Rubella Virus itself (both can causing hearing damage). So, after treating the vaccine injury as such, a "virus", I have reversed the damage. Also, for the first time in 6 years, I am able to lay on my stomach without suffering in pain. (I recently visited a Naturopathic Doctor who believed I had a gut infection after giving me a 6 page questionaire). I never had a chance to do the labwork that he recommended, but at the same time I believe I am on the road to recovery in that area too!

I was trying not to get my hopes up about the hearing issue, but today is day 5 and it is still normal. I now have to turn down the phone/tv volume in every room of the house and I am now able to tolerate bass in my vehicle. I can now follow a conversation with background noise too!

It goes to show you that all things are possible. I now have faith that I will be able to help my two children reverse their vaccine damage also.

Neurologically, my infant has made tremendous progress in 8 days just by eliminating gluten/casein from his diet. His receptive skills are now where they should be. I only have to call his name once and he turns around to look. His tolerance to frustration has greatly improved too. He is still suffering though in gross motor (fine motor is o.k.) and communication. I am guessing that it is due to the heavy metals wrecking havoc on his body. Please see the earlier post on aluminum/DtaP Vaccine/hypotonia. So, I will be focusing on the heavy metal issue with him as well as setting up an appt with his pediatrician for a referral to a specialist.

My teenager does not want to do the diet thing just yet. I have a feeling that when he sees his younger brother making tremendous progress, he will jump on board too.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Aluminum in Vaccines and Central Nervous System Diseases

Interesting articles. Anyone have children with delays, sensory issues or low muscle tone (hypotonia)? You might want to read these articles about aluminum.

Now, in addition to the neomycin that my baby was given, I also believe that aluminum that he was given during each round of vaccinations at 2, 4, and 6 mo. played a huge factor too.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

A Scary Form to Stay Away From

If parents are choosing to delay, space out, or forgo vaccines altogether, many doctors are asking parents to sign a "Refusal to Vaccinate Form" supplied by the AAP. This is not required, but some doctors are enforcing it. If yours is, find another doctor. Do not sign this form. Many parents are claiming that is was used against them and their children were taken away temporarily for neglect. However, they were returned, but not before being "caught up" with all of their vaccines.

Why do I recommend not signing it? It basically states that you are a neglectful parent by not vaccinating and you are placing your child and others in danger by your actions! The AAP has stated that documentation in the patient's records is acceptable.

Always, read what you are being asked to sign. If need be, tell the doctor that you need to bring it home to look it over before doing anything. Be sure to make a copy of anything that you are signing too for your records! All too often parents are rushed because the doctor is rushed. Don't be a victim! You are the consumer!

Just 2 months ago I took my infant son in for bloodwork (allergy testing). There was a new section that caught my attention. By signing the form I was giving the hospital the right to keep his DNA for "Scientific Research". I was also allowing them to sell it to other outside organizations. Needless to say, I ended up walking out and not having it done. Sadly, I was only the second parent to question it after it's implementation a few months earlier (the lab tech told me that she took it to a lawyer for clarification too and it scared her)!

Jenny McCarthy Rocks!

Please be sure to send a Big "Thank You" to US Weekly Magazine for giving Jenny McCarthy a 6 page spread and for putting her on the cover of their magazine this week. They actually allowed her to say that vaccines caused her son's Autism! By far, this is one of the best written articles ever!

To thank them, go to the link below, choose the "Editorial Dept", include the URL above in your submission form as well as the title of the story, "How I Saved My Son".


Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Doctors Now Injecting People With the Bird Flu!

I just realized that Sanofi Pasteur has released the Bird Flu vaccine and it is recommended for anyone over 18! Are they trying to start an outbreak? According to the manufacturer it is also not recommended for pregnant women, but I wonder how many pregnant women will "accidentally" receive it though.

I've also been told that the Flu Mist vaccine contains 2 sub-strains of the bird flu too!

Do your homework people! Google and package insert info work for now.

Monday, October 13, 2008

A Big Piece of the Puzzle - The Three of us

Wow! I just figured this out yesterday! I am so excited because I believe that I am on to something.

Earlier I had posted my story about the birth of my second child. I was suffering from severe preeclampsia and was given magnesium sulfate to prevent seizures (due to the severity of my blood pressure problem). Upon further researching this drug, I realized that this may cause hypotonia in the mother and baby (low muscle tone). This explains why when he was evaluated just prior to his 2 mo. shots, it was indicated that he was low-tone. However, it was very minor at the time. This drug may also cause gastrointestinal motility (which can ultimately kill your ability to absorb certain nutrients such as B12).

Anyone that suffers from the effects of magnesium sulfate (such as low-tone) should NOT be given gentamicin because it can further aggravate the condition. Well, he was given neomycin in his 2, 4, and 6 mo. vaccines! Neomycin IS gentamicin!! This is exactly why he could not longer nurse after his 2 mo. vaccines. He then lost muscle tone in his mouth. It also explains why he cannot speak properly for his age (a lot of his speaking is done with a closed mouth) and he cannot chew certain foods. It also explains why he was severely delayed in holding his head up, crawling, walking, etc. This also explains why I suffered from partial hearing loss too! My Rubella Vaccine contained this ingredient too! It can actually cause partial or total hearing loss (among many other things!). Common sense tells me that if a mother is suffering from toxins raging through her body, the last thing that you do is inject more, let alone having one of these ingredients be neomycin!

The good thing is that low muscle tone may be corrected with some people by using B12 supplements. Unfortunately, many cannot absorb this naturally and it must be delivered by way of shots or patches. What is scary is that I just came across some information that mercury may be in some shots. Both of my children suffer from symptoms of B12 deficiency! I firmly believe that neither of them can absorb it naturally.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Famous Quotes

"A single vaccine given to a six-pound newborn is the equivalent of giving a 180-pound adult 30 vaccinations on the same day." Dr. Boyd Haley, Professor and Chair, Dept. of Chemistry, University of Kentucky

"The only wholly safe vaccine is the vaccine that is never used." Dr. J. Shannon, National Institute of Health, U.S.A.

"In my opinion, we vaccinate in an unscientific and potentially dangerous way." Dr. Jay Gordon

"The greatest threat of childhood disease lies in the dangerous and ineffectual efforts made to prevent them through mass immunisation." Dr. R. Mendelsohn

"Official data have shown that the large-scale vaccinations undertaken in the US have failed to obtain any significant improvement of the diseases against which they were supposed to provide protection. " Dr. A. Sabin, developer of the Oral Polio vaccine (lecture to Italian doctors in Piacenze, Italy, December 7th, 1985)

"Laying aside the very real possibility that the various vaccines are contaminated with animal viruses and may cause serious illness later in life (multiple sclerosis, cancer, leukaemia, etc) we must consider whether the vaccines really work for their intended purpose. " Dr. W.C. Douglas (Cutting Edge, May 1990)

"Vaccination does not protect, it actually renders its subjects more susceptible by depressing vital power and diminishing natural resistance, and millions of people have died of smallpox which they contracted after being vaccinated. " Dr. J.W. Hodge, The Vaccination Superstition

"My suspicion, which is shared by others in my profession, is that the nearly 10,000 SIDS deaths that occur in the US each year are related to one or more of the vaccines that are routinely given to children. The pertussis (whooping cough) vaccine is the most likely villain , but it could also be one or more of the others. " Dr. R. Mendelsohn

"Live virus vaccines against influenza and paralytic polio, for example, may in each instance cause the disease it is intended to prevent... " Dr. Jonas Salk, developer of first polio vaccine

"There is a great deal of evidence to prove that immunization of children does more harm than good." Dr J Anthony Morris, former Chief Vaccine Control Officer, US Food and Drug Administration

Parasites and the Immune System

Vaccines contain the most vile ingredients - one of them may be parasites. If effective screening measures were supposedly used, then how on earth did a virus such as the SV40 virus get through "undetected" for so many years in the polio vaccine? I believe that even to this day, the screening process is very ineffective for detecting viruses, fungi, and parasites. Humans and animals are susceptible hosts.

Just take a quick look at some of the ingredients in vaccines. African green monkey kidney cells, bovine (cow) serum, chick embryo cells, chinese hamster ovary cells, dog kidney cells, the list goes on and on. Well, if parasites are "stealth" invaders capable of hiding anywhere in the body, you can bet that more than likely you are being injected with them too by way of vaccines. What is even more bothersome is that if you have problems with yeast overgrowth, than you can be sure that you are already suffering from parasitic infection too. Parasites thrive on yeast overgrowth.

"On the other end, a chronic parasitic infection secreting low levels of toxins can create an extremely strained immune system which may allow varied health problems to develop. When the immune system is strained over a long period of time, it of course, becomes weak. When the immune system is weak, our bodies become susceptible to infections of all kinds. This can be an extremely dangerous situation in this day and age because we are exposed to more viruses than ever before. Also, they are changing and adapting at a very fast rate as are the bacteria, many of which are now resistant to antibiotics and other artificial measures which used to combat them".

The link below talks about the immune system, vaccinations and the toxic affect of candida overgrowth.

Here is proof that a healthy immune system can keep some parasites at bay. I guess the author just doesn't "get it" though.

However, don't worry. There are even more vaccines coming down the pipeline.

The "Vaccine Program's" Victims

What a beautiful little girl. My heart breaks for her family. How many more children & adults are out there unrecognized? Plenty.

For other victims' stories or to add yours, go to (my children and I are on this website)

Yet, more victims below too. (graphic photos - not for the weak stomach) (you will find my family's story posted here) (my baby and I share our stories in this section on Feb 3rd and Feb 12th, 2008. I did not include my hearing loss because it was not officially recognized until I took my teenage son to his hearing evaluation a short time later. It was at that time that I was told that my hearing was damaged).

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

National PTA Pushing the Flu Vaccine?

How sad. I wonder who is truly responsible for this. They are spreading the same lie as the CDC by stating that 36,000 people die each year from the flu.

Georgia Family Allowed Suit Against Vaccine Manufacturer

You would think that a story like this would make national news.

Dr. Andrew Moulden Speaks Out

A doctor who has some guts!!

I take great comfort in knowing that justice will prevail, if not in this lifetime, then in the afterlife.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Dr. Dean Edell, Radio Talk Show Host

Dr. Dean Edell is a radio talk show host who is spreading the lies and fearmongering against us anti-vax people. He has been stating that there is no mercury in childhood shots, vaccines don't cause autism, and that we are affecting their herd immunity. When you go to his website he even states that asthma is linked to CHILD ABUSE! He actually states that you are putting others at risk by not vaccinating! Just google his name for more info. Below is the fax that I am sending today.

His other website may be found here:

Below is a letter that I emailed to his radio show.

October 1, 2008

Dr. Dean Edell,

I am a wife and mother. My baby and I were injured by vaccines just last year. My hearing was damaged by a Rubella Vaccine and he endured high-pitched screaming off/on for three days, congestion, partial seizures, developmental delays and regression immediately following his vaccines which consisted of the IPV, DTaP, and HIB. The extent of his injuries are unknown at this time, but he is receiving intervention services and I am now researching detox methods for him. I have since learned after reviewing baby books, medical records, and baby photos that I have three other victims in my family (one death). So, that throws your fictitious “one in a million” theory out the window, wouldn’t you agree?

Vaccines have been controversial for decades now. I am led to believe one of two things: 1. Either physicians know exactly what they are capable of doing, but don’t care because vaccines are quite profitable or 2. Physicians are total idiots and believe everything that they hear or read stated by their superior powers. My son’s own pediatrician is now educating herself on the matter because she has seen enough to scare her.

You are probably saying to yourself…physicians don’t make any money off vaccines, right? Oh, but they do. If vaccines cause life-long disabilities which result in life-long medications, aren’t you making money then? Forgive me for being so blunt. It is what it is though.

As far as your theory regarding mercury has been removed is concerned, have you personally tested these vials that claim to be mercury-free? Last I heard there is still “trace amounts” in them, meaning .3 micrograms or less. I did the math according to the FDA’s own formula and just 2 trace shots would exceed my infant’s limit according to his weight. An anonymous physician sent in 4 vials to be tested and they all contained mercury, but claimed to be mercury-free. Go to for more info.

Vaccines don’t cause Autism? Where did you hear this nonsense? The CDC? The AAP? Autism is listed as an adverse reaction to Tripedia (you know, the shot that babies are given at 2, 4, and 6 mo. old?) It is no wonder why researchers believe that they can diagnose it much sooner now. If that is not enough, see what a member of the AAP (researcher) had to say about the MMR vaccine being implicated in certain types of “Autism” in Jenny McCarthy’s new book, “Mother Warriors”.

Then of course, there is your theory about “herd immunity”. Well, herd immunity is disproven in Neil Z. Miller’s book, the “Vaccine Safety Manual”. There are over 1,000 sources for you to further investigate (many from peer-reviewed medical journals). Actually, this is mainly disproven by the CDC’s own reported statistics before/after each vaccine came on the market. What I don’t understand is why doctors are not questioning the Flu Vaccine (36,000 deaths, huh?) I hate to burst your bubble on that one vaccine alone, but the CDC has never reported over 2,000 deaths for any given year. AND, the majority of these deaths were in people over the age of 75 according to the CDC. So, the fact that our elderly are “drugged up” on everything could have played a huge factor too. Before the mass marketing of the Flu Vaccine in the infants and elderly though, the CDC only reported 257 deaths in 2001. The mass marketing began in 2002 & 2003.

I now see vaccines as a game of Russian Roulette. Guess who is holding the gun too? Once you read those two books referenced above and “The Virus and the Vaccine” by Debbie Bookchin and Jim Schumacher, you will understand why I consider vaccines a Lethal Weapon. If you still believe in the herd immunity theory after reading these books, please, by all means, pack your bags and get the heck out of this country. Go move to communist country where you will have no rights because last I heard this is a free society that does not live under a dictatorship.

As long as doctors like you continue to spread your lies and hatred against parents like me, us “Moms” will only get louder and more determined than ever to put a stop to this insane“One-Size-Fits-All” Policy. This Anti-Vaccine movement by the way is mainly comprised of families who have witnessed the damages caused by vaccines firsthand, only to be ignored by doctors such as yourself. I do have to tell you though, there are 60,000 members of the AAP and our “numbers” surpassed yours a long time ago.

I will close with this one last thought though. The definition of a doctor is a person “who is skilled or specializes in healing arts who holds an advanced degree and is licensed to practice”. Very few “doctors” fit this profile. If many truly believe in the “herd immunity” theory despite the risks for some patients, I can only compare your works to that of Hitler.